things I miss and how I will use them

In case I had any doubt about it before, it is now clear to me that autumn is my favourite season of the year. It got so clear to me because I am not home sick, but I miss all the things I usually do at this time of the year. If I could choose, I would be spending my days picking apples to bring to the cider house. I would take long walks along the lake and I would try really hard to convince Jens to come with me, without success since he is just as stubborn as me. I would find a horse and I would spend hours on the horseback and even more hours in the stable, chatting with all the nice people. I would clean my kitchen to bring in flowers and decorations, just to make it a mess again the day after. I would put on my brightest cloths and go to the movies with Jens and then force my mother to make us dinner and then invite some friends and she would be happy anyway. I would go with my father to the elk hunting and spend the journey there telling him I am not killing elks, but maybe a bird.
I want to have a yard with Jens so badly right now. On the countryside just outside of Stockholm. I want to have a business on our yard, along with the horses and the dogs. I want to have my own cider brand, since I doubt wine would do good in Stockholm. I want to have banquets and conferences and fairs and weddings.
I always wondered how to make this work, economically, cause I have a strong belief in myself (maybe too strong). But I have been thinking a lot down here (also too much) and I came to the conclusion that no one in his right mind wants to live in Sweden during the winter. Which we can say would be from November to May. That means I have 6 months where my business would close down. I have not done any research about this, but there must be a huge market of project hired managers or so. There are so many new hotels opening all the time in exotic places that by the time I finish school, when the economy is back on top, there must be plenty of project employments out there for me.
It is awesome! I do not have to spend time in minus 30 degrees. I would get a lot of money to put into my yard, which would not run itself for the first years. To me this sounds like the perfect plan! I might even get a small piece of suntan and me and Jens (if he like the idea) gets to see the world. I just need to find out how to get the initial capital to buy the yard…