Seven shades of black

I did it; I started to pack my things. I have four pink suitcases and the bottoms are now filled with the most basic things I need; a grey jacket, a black skirt, a grey skirt, five white shirts and some other grey and black stuff. It all looks awfully boring. Do I have to look that grey? I decided to pack my shoes, it's essential that they all fit in there.
As you can see they are all black.



On top of everything else I now need to fix them, the heels are broken.





Yesterday I wrote the application for a scholarship or hopefully ten. It sucked. I think. I want them to understand that I'm the one who shall get the money. I have a feeling that makes it clear to me that I deserve them and that I will do great if I only could get a chance, but I have no clue how to put that on paper.